The life of John
Bernardone, better known as St. Francis of Assisi, was a short but full life of
44 years filled with twists and turns. Born around 1181/1182, Francis was not
particularly religious, although he was given lessons based on the Psalms in his
youth. He was a wild and carousing youth who reveled in partying and indulged
himself in various things of the flesh, which he regretted later in life.
Around the age of 19/20, Francis decided to join the fight against Perugia, and
taking on armor he went to battle where he was captured and held in prison for
a year. It was here that he was cut off from the life he had always known, and
began to feel what it was to be lonely, isolated from society and dejected.
Upon his release and return to Assisi, he began working for his father Peter, a
cloth-maker (much as St. Paul was a tent-maker). Given a task, Francis occupied
his time but the frivolous activities that once gave him value and meaning in
life no longer held any significance or happiness for him. Instead, Francis was
a depressed young man who could not find his purpose.
Around the year 1205,
this all began to change, and his life would never be the same again. Francis
decided to join a battle to finally earn his knighthood, and before he left
Assisi, he had a dream that a man brought him into a palace filled with battle
items, and Francis interpreted this dream or vision as a sign of divine
permission and acceptance of his plans for knighthood. But fate had other plans
- a few miles south of Assisi, he contracted an illness and had to rest. It was
then that Francis heard a voice asking him of his plans, and instructing him to
return home to await instruction, in order to understand the vision he had in a
different manner. Francis eventually returned to Assisi and worked for his
father until he one day entered into the small church of San Damiano. Much as
Moses spoke to God from the burning bush, God then spoke to Francis from the
cross at San Damiano and told him to rebuild his church. Francis interpreted
this literally and began work on San Damiano itself. God brought Francis
out of the depression he had been in, and this was simply the beginning of
Francis’ life-long conversion. He wanted to keep an open dialogue with God.
Francis continued his
life with his parents until various circumstances led him to flee home, and he
eventually publicly renounced his earthly father – yet by doing so, also cut
himself off from the only financial source and source of earthly stability he
had ever truly known. This led Francis to becoming more dependent on God and
more dependent upon the Church. He initiated this process by displaying himself
naked, a sign not only recalling Christ crucified but also stripping himself of
his family, his material possessions and his former ways of life. Shortly after
this, lepers began to play a role in the life of St. Francis. Lepers lived
outside of Assisi as did the beggars, and Francis was familiar with them.
Around spring of 1206, however, when Francis was in contact with Bishop Guido
he was sent to Rome. When in Rome, Francis encountered a community of lepers.
He had no food or money to give, but Francis instead gave the lepers an embrace
and words of comfort. When Francis finally returned home, he not only returned
to his task of rebuilding San Damiano, but also began to care for lepers. He
would beg for food for their sake and also carry them into streams to wash
them. This was a big step for Francis, particularly because he was not simply
associating with the outcasts, he was becoming one of them himself and in doing
so, caring for those who others would not care for.
Poverty, money and the
accumulation of things were on Francis’ mind at the time. These things were
viewed in light of Jesus’ attitudes toward material possessions. Jesus once
said, “Blessed are the poor in spirit,” and Francis chose to be one who was
poor in spirit in order to be rich in Christ, and to become poor in wealth and
material possessions of this world in order to attain richness in God in the
next life. By shaking off mortal possessions and setting his thoughts and heart
on things above and not on things below, Francis believed that this allowed him
to become closer to God and also emulate Christ in his earthly life. This
became a key concept when the image of the crucified savior truly took center
stage for Francis, which came after his experiences in Egypt in 1219.
Between this time and
1219, however, several things happened. Francis began to realize that his
ultimate purpose was not to literally rebuild churches, but to rebuild its
foundation as a brotherhood and familial tie. Francis preached the need for
peace to many, and others began to follow his teachings. It was not until later
that these men became a formalized Order, as Francis simply wanted companions
who shared the same views. All the while, the image of the crucified Jesus
enraptured and haunted the mind of St. Francis. Around 1209, however, Bishop
Guido began to urge the Franciscans to get official approval from Rome, and
Francis’ mind was then elsewhere. Through various circumstances, the 26-year
old Francis was given permission to preach. Francis made it clear that he did
not wish to be ordained, however – he was also well-known for preaching a
strikingly different message of peace as opposed to the message of wrath and
judgment conveyed by other preachers.
Francis is also
well-known through various accounts of his relationship with animals and nature
to have been a sort of early ecologist. He had a bond with God’s creation, and
cared for his “brother birds” and “sister swallows.” This was an appreciation
that would continue to grow and develop throughout the rest of his life, and is
reflected in his later Canticle of Brother Sun and Sister Moon.
Francis cared also for his fraternity of brothers, and this care led to
continued steps in his lifelong conversion. One night a brother became
extremely ill, which led Francis to reconsider and revise how food and drink
should be used by the Franciscans. It was around this time that St. Clare came
into the picture. Clare showed a side of Francis that had not come out previously
– the side that cared for the sisters. The bond and friendship formed between
Clare and Francis was one that lasted the rest of their days, and the
Franciscans began to care more for the women, which also led to further changes
internally with Francis.
Around 1213, Francis
preached to a crowd at Count Orlando di Chiusi’s castle, where Orlando offered
the Franciscans an abandoned and solitary area: Mount La Verna. This mountain
became used by the Franciscans as a retreat for prayer, contemplation and peace.
Meanwhile, the cross continued to play an important and continued role in the
mind of St. Francis. He began to believe that those who suffer and “take up
their cross” participate in the poor and oppressed in this world, in likewise
have a deep relation to Christ. Now, the message of peace was also a message
that Francis continued to preach and when there were rumblings about a new
Crusade, he tried multiple times to join as a preacher but to no avail.
However, around 1219 -
what Donald Spoto (author of Reluctant Saint: The Life of Francis of Assisi)
believes is the most important year in the conversion of St. Francis – Francis
was able to go to Egypt with several of the brothers. After numerous attempts
to change the mind of the Christian general in charge of negotiations, Francis
took the mission of peace upon himself and went to the camp of the Muslim
leader al-Malik al-Kamil himself. Francis was not given the martyrdom he so
strongly desired (as it was honorable in that time period), but instead Francis
and his brothers were honored by al-Kamil for their faith and their courage;
through it all, however, the Muslims did not convert. After several days, the
brothers eventually left and finally returned home. Francis was utterly
dejected and despondent, as he not only failed to attain martyrdom but also he
was unable to convert the supposed “Christian” Crusaders or the Muslims, and he
was completely unable to make peace in the Fifth Crusades.
Changes to the
Franciscans in regard to leadership, a Franciscan Rule approved by Rome, the
beliefs of other followers who disagreed with Francis and a variety of other
problems plagued him at this time. After Francis turned over the head of the
order to someone else, he began to become more introspective and focused on
Jesus. At this time, as his failing health began to continue, his focus was on
the crucified Christ. Various legends claim that Francis had a vision at La
Verna of a seraph and subsequently had the marks of Christ (the stigmata), but
this can hardly be verified by early sources. What is known is that Francis’
body had been ravished in his short years and his body did indeed bear marks
and scars. In his final months, Francis composed the Canticle of
Brother Sun, which marks to ultimate conversion point. In his canticle,
Francis recognized and acknowledged God’s creation – the sun, the moon, the
stars, nature – as his brother and sister. He acknowledged and accepted the
unity of the Divine Creator in all of His Creation, and this was the
culmination of his life’s work. When Francis started his conversion, he saw
people as separate through the beggars in the lepers, but now, he accepted and
was awestruck by the beauty and unity of God in His creation. Many reports say
that on the day of his death, birds flew above: a sign that not only had
Francis accepted creation as his brother and sister, but they had accepted him.
On a personal level, I
feel that I can relate to Francis. Although I was raised a non-denominational
Christian and I have wavered in and out of my faith – and thus, I was not the
son of a cloth-maker and known as master of the revels –I went through a phase
of partying. Much like Francis, it was within the year or two following
those activities when God made His presence known to me. He then reminded me of
who I was and who it seemed He wanted me to be, and I was on the complete
opposite end of the spectrum. My future and my current goals are extremely
different than that of my younger self.
The
Franciscan ideas of brotherhood and helping others are not only honorable but I have also striven to attain these things myself in my life. After the death of Abel, God asks Cain where his brother is. Cain
replies, “Am I my brother’s keeper?” or in other words, “how should I know? Is
it my responsibility to look after my brother?” God’s silence in the matter
seems to imply that yes indeed - we are to take care of our fellow brother and
sister. In fact, if we treated each other as brothers and sisters and did the
same to God’s creation of which we were given dominion over, I believe the
majority of the problems we have in the world today would either be solved or a
lot less of a problem. We do not take care of ourselves, of others or of God’s
creatures and nature as we should. We ought to care for one another as brother
and sister and help each other to live life together.
Finally, a point that
has been continually driving itself home in my life of late is the difference
between knowledge of religion and religious knowledge. The knowledge of
religion comes through learning, reading, researching and observing, whereas
religious knowledge comes through the experience of participating. For example,
I could devote five years to researching the Eucharist and how it is utilized
at a typical Sunday Mass (knowledge of religion) but unless I actually
experience and participate in the act itself, it will never truly become
personal or experiential to me (religious knowledge). I recall that Stephen
Hawking once said something along the lines of, “The greatest enemy of knowledge
is not ignorance, it is the illusion of knowledge.” Indeed, we may think we
know something but until we truly experience it or attempt to participate in it
ourselves we will never truly be able to understand or grasp it. This is what
appeals to me in the life and teachings of St. Francis. He did not deny the
usefulness of academics, but did not believe it was as necessary or completely
relevant to his cause. The experiential nature of Franciscan life – of climbing
the ladder in order to grasp at the heels of the divine – is one that later
Franciscan St. Bonaventure taught could come through knowledge that is refined
and explored through faith in order to reach a mystical union with God. St.
Francis lived out his life in search of these truths, and found in the end the
relational and experiential nature of the divine.
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